Sunday, June 9, 2013

The beauty of poetry writing and in response to the "Russian Lover" poem

I have received a lot of praise from those close to me for my recent poetry. That is always flattering because rather a poem is fictional or not, your creativity is celebrated, especially by those close to you. The beauty of poetry or at least biographical poetry is that you can grow and make peace through your words. For example, the "Russian Lover" (edited title) poem has a very tragic theme and tone to it. I ended the poem in a very positive way and that helps with cultivating myself. Peace is everything. If you cannot make peace with your shortcomings, then you are going to be in pain. It's not worth it. Focus on the positive and give that light of hope in your poems or life as a whole because let me tell you that the law of attraction is very real. Poetry puts all of the cards on the table, but once everything is creatively addressed, the time for focusing on the positivity within negative events is born. One of the last Russian sentences in the poem is a powerful statement that I made. In essence it says, "I forgive you" among other things. Forgiveness and unconditional love are all that matters.

-Ando C.

Wednesday, June 5, 2013

"Russian Lover" (**EDITED TITLE**) 6-5-2013 by Ando C

***DISCLAIMER*** Although this was posted last week, I decided to rename the poem for various reasons and edit out the lover's name that I alluded to. I usually would never do this but I feel that this is the appropriate thing to do. - ADMIN:  6-11-13 *****

This is by far the best poem that I have ever written. My hope is that the reader can consume the sorrow of this work. I tried to channel my inner William Shakespeare and Victor Hugo. If anyone is offended by this poem, I must emphasize that my freedom of speech is protected by law.


"Russian Lover" by Ando C, written on  6-5-2013

Может я хочу сделать признание? Я освещение свечи для вас и I. Я молюсь о воскрешении любви и все вещи, которые мы потеряли в результате пожара.

I can draw inspiration from a thousand galaxies worth of sorrow
But oh darling, can you feel me now?
Oh darling, do you understand me now?
Blood concentrates within my knees for the timeless prayers I made for us

I pray for our restoration and through hope I channel the birthplace of love
But oh darling, can you finally forgive me now?
Oh darling, do you understand the importance of redemption now?
A hemorrhage pool from my knees, tired arms like Moses, unanswered prayers

I mourn for you like how an infant mourns for its mother's breast
I need you around like a fish that has its gills gasping
But oh darling, can you accept this now?
Oh darling, must you be so unforgiving, cold and defensive now?
(No nourishment, no air, no hope - for us)
It's pestilential the way I can't move on

The misery of our abolition feels as if the acid from the rain melts my bones
I shall gaze upon a rainbow with antipathy
If only we had the gift of telepathy
Then all wrongs could be made whole
Dwelling in the paranormal
Clinging onto nothingness
Falling from the mountaintop
Radio silence

Casualties of life
They say that misery loves company
But do they understand?
Can they feel the void?
Empathy does
Despair is a demon like radioactive poisoning from Chernobyl
But oh darling, are my intentions a bitter pill to swallow?
Oh darling, do you see my compassion now?
Take another pill for health, stability and love

Our destiny forever disdained
Bathe in emotion
Our paths bridged once again only to bring us cardinal misery
Only an infant horse with broken legs can understand the weight of my sorrow
If a fragmented heart is truly fragmented, then why does it still feel pain?
Is it sinful to question destiny?
But oh darling, was it necessary for you to walk away?
Oh darling, do you really curse my name?
Within the deepest macrocosm of my mind, a choir hymns a triumphant melody
They chant your name, "Russian girl, Russian lover"
Such a sweet and radiant sound and it feels like forgiveness
An angel gently took me by the hand and showed me that I must move on

Я простить вас. Я всегда будет вас не хватать.

"Condemned"


"Condemned" by Ando C, written in April of 2013


On the front-lines of life
He sees the hatred behind their eyes
A memory that haunts him
It's easy to say, "Let go."
Eyes reveal the truth of cowardly lips
Distress invades due to the hatred behind their eyes
Norms are illusionary
Gold standard full of rust
Why doesn't he fit in?
Why fit in?
Karma and a test are irrelevant 
He says, "Fuck karma."
He says, "Fuck this test."
Organs scarring on the front-lines of life
Obtaining redemption is not an easy task
However, a second chance is as sweet as nectar
Some friendships were just not meant to last
Warrior cry on the front-lines of life
As he feels the nuclear heat behind the hatred of their eyes

Happy Hump Day! "Cascade" by Ando C

Here's my first explicit sensual poem. I wrote it about 2 months ago and finally edited it. Here's the final version.


"Cascade" by Ando C
Common now give it to me
Don't be shy
You know what I need
That hot flesh you're hiding
My gaze on you is not lying
Can we cascade?
Let us end this charade
Fusion of our flesh tonight
Common now give it to me
Can we cascade?
Sweet and merciless horny
Squeeze your thigh and solve your insecurities
Electric penetration
Can we cascade?
Now the time has come for us to end our charade
Hump until we cascade 
Common now give it to me

Tuesday, May 21, 2013

"The New School Witch"..2013


"The New School Witch" by Ando C

Hate is brewing inside her cauldron
She tastes the spoon, it's sweet and spinning
Never to trust her again
Keep me far away, keep me far from sinning
She sprinkles a little hate in her coffee
It tastes like Hansel, it tastes like Gretel
Betrayal is her spell when no one is watching
Tears of blood of a childhood that left her
Path of malice, I tried to love her
Broom in flight, full of chaos
Witches trick Macbeth
Before the rooster crows twice, she will thrust the blade in a vulnerable heart thrice
Pandora's box is such a letdown
Sabotage from this witch is a cerebral meltdown
"Hehehehehehe"
Laugh in eternal solitude!

"Cave" 2013...


"Cave" by Ando C
I ride this train
Empire State of mind
Never meant to be be
Drift alone at night
She brands my heart disdained
I ride this train
Wondering how I caused this lonely state of mind?
Never meant to be
Didn't treat her right
Suffice to say, pseudo courage, pseudo might
Aguishly remembering her on this empty train tonight
Joy is for a moment
Regret haunts a lifetime
Love is here, love is gone
Lovers of old love past hide away in caves called buildings
Faces to never be seen again
Only echoes of nourishing voices
I ride this train

Tuesday, May 7, 2013

"Rainbow" by Ando C ...2013





"Rainbow" by Ando C
This bus moves at the speed of paint drying
Patience is being tested like an alcoholic in recovery
Those precious moments before class that we spent together
My red watch tells me what I don't want to know
I'm almost late and it's time to go, go, go
Sweat will pour out like a thousand million waterfalls
That is the price I will always pay before wasting another second without you

I know what your eyes are hiding
Only a matter of time before the truth starts capsizing
Gazing into your aurora like an eagle from afar
Should I believe in the magic of your smile?
They tease you behind your back
But they are not worthy to be pulled into your magnetic field

A perfect sunny day
A near fairytale ending
That bouquet was always meant for you
The false union of melting lips like an avalanche on the dawn of summer
Bus came too fast
The kiss that never was
(Rainbows are behind the prison bars of a cloud)


Soon the flood came
Stress is the cankerous surface of sin
Acute dagger from within
Pierced from the darkest corners into the sweetest glare
Like a thief in the night without warning
It was all gone and affection subsidized into nothingness
Harvest of tear seeds I planted in you
I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry
(Rainbows are behind the prison bars of a cloud)

Growth is to guilt what yin is to yang
Feeling overwhelmed like the day water met thunder
Lost in the crowd with plenty of curly hair around
They turned their heads and at that moment it was clear that you were gone
Not worthy to see your face
Confess a foolish sin like a cub roaring in distress
Remorse is the cousin of the ghost that dwells in the night
(Rainbows are behind the prison bars of a cloud)


Hope should always be the span of the Andes
You are the ray of light that humanity rarely strives to be
Hope penetrates the dream world
A second chance rarely comes around
Yet honesty is always best
(Rainbows are behind the prison bars of a cloud)

You dwell in me and I dwell in you
Forgiveness is our covenant
Your light is in me and my light is in you
And together our ray of light will burn bright like the redemption of timeless rainbows
You shine in me and I shine in you
Our rainbow will be our covenant forever
I still believe in the magic of your smile
Rejoice, the flood is no more
A rainbow smiles upon the sky