2010:
"Forced Upon My Will"
A windy day
I was forced upon my will
To help a friend that I loved
So many days I am sick
Why couldn't I be in a warm bed on that day?
Desperate for so long
Wish upon a star or asteroid
I just wanted someone real
Someone to have and hold for me
Wish came true but be careful what you wish for
For what you wish for can come at the wrong time
Love is always on the right time
But pain never is
Instant chemistry
You were a treasure that I found
The pain in your eyes
The honey on your lips
The sweetness you hold that you could not taste
I did not desire this in a time of cross roads
A new wind called my name before love found me
Commitment is key but stubbornness cannot be unlocked
How could a heart be broken when love will never leave?
I am sorry for entering your life when real love from me is all that you ever needed
I am sorry for breaking your heart when I left before I ever loved you
"Go Away"
I'm on the floor now
Contemplating why
You hate me so much
I'm begging
I'm pleading
Why don't you just let me go now?
In peace, away in the sunlight
I try to reason
But you have the seeds of hate planted within
You held me back for so long
I cannot say a word
For you cannot reason
You refuse to understand my tongue
I am not a sick child
Grow from within and try to reach the stars
You say you love me but you do not show it
The sight of you is unbearable
Abused and raped my compassion
Am I so unlovable?
Are you that impossible?
Your love abandoned...a long time ago
I am not a baby needing mama's milk
Just looking for support without all of the effort
Burn my heart that was made for loving
And will it ever beat for you?
Burn this soul that was filled with compassion
Compassion I once had for you
Look in the mirror and see the monster
The monster you became
Reflect on those “traitors” and see that you let them go
Let them go a place where they cannot find you
In the morning pray
Pray to the God that will some day save you
"His Grit"
It's a journey that life put him in
Where hope is as radiant as a sakura tree
The light at the end of the tunnel is called redemption
He wonders why his hopes and plans sometimes turn into a rocky road
The God above has a plan for us all
Not every day is his day
The days following a failed conquest feel like a null meteor that explodes into nothingness
But when he held out his arm asking for help, an epiphany calmed the storm of the fear within
And when he saw the light again, he fell upon his knees
"The Chill"
A dark lair
Where monsters roam
She sleeps in her bed called peace
She awakes from an eerie creak
A witch laughs in the fog and then the girl screams
She runs and runs
Until it touches her
A chill rapes her spine
When it smells her fear, it says she is all mine
As she jumps out of bed, she is relieved that it was only just a dream
Only then to see a demon at her door, waiting maliciously...
“The feeling that only we know”
Once upon a time
I was down upon my knees
Praying and imagining for you to discover me
I imagined you long ago and I am now sold
That it was destiny that brought us together
High above
The moon shines down on those cold and lonely nights
Those were the nights were we didn't have each other
Those nights when we needed each other
But now your eyes take me in
To that soul I want to mend
Now only your smile needs to shine because
We have each other on those warm and lovely nights
Your skin is so warm and it melts these eyes that are glazed on you
Temperature rises and this feeling is so insatiable
Because I only need you
How precious are your eyes and oh how they reveal your soul
That precious soul and that precious heart of yours
I will always hold onto them because they're worth more than the world
Nothing compares to when your lips meet mine in the battlefield of love
We will travel to new lands but we will never lose each other
I will always be your shoulder to cry on when you need to move on
So long as you keep smiling, you will keep this generator of my heart running
My beautiful darling
Never give up and never surrender and always be bright
For you are my wish upon a bright star
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